What is with this new age country music? It has no heart in it, like seriously Craving you by Thomas Rhett is more pop than country. I think all country singers need to find the country within them.

Why me

Is it real to just believe that it is gonna be okay? Like really, does this just happen to a woman like me? Maybe I'm just over thinking but there's a lot I have seen at a young age that many don't see.

I have to keep reminding myself constantly that it's only temperary but there's doubt in my mind bout what is real and what isn't.

I know deep inside that I'm only seeing what I'm meant to see, but it's just a fantasy on my mind.

New life? Or another nightmare? Part 2

I think:

Just because we start a new beginning in our lives, that it'll always be more harder than before. The moving and leaving people behind causes something of a mess for us. Whether we mean it to or not. But, for hear say, we decide what we want and how we are going to get it. It's our choice on what we desire from life and from each other.

The basic point of this story is that we shouldn't try to decide what our life will be like or how it should be. Just take it one step at a time. Let life roll out at your feet, and bring you to where you need to go.

You'll date during this process and get hurt, or hurt the person you're with, but that's because life is saying you don't need this person or that person to make you happy. You can be happy without having to depend on others to do it for you.

Until next time:

Taylor Grubb
TD

Freedom lives on

Is there another place,
Another time for me to be free...
To spread my wings and fly as one with my brothers

In air, I see
Mountains and valleys
With rivers stretching as far as the eye can see,
On land, I feel
The dirt between my claws
The air in my feathers
Inside, I hear
The snakes that slither around
The mice that scurry about
Forever, I am
The thing that represents freedom
The creature no one can touch
In all, you know
That I am, the eagle
With which you do not care for
That darkness soaring in your skies
That beckoning sight you see fly with grace

New life? Or another nightmare?

During a move we always wonder if we're starting a new life or another nightmare.

Haven't you ever wondered what life will be like if certain things never happened? I have. Which is why I am creating this piece. Mainly so people have an idea of what exactly to think and expect out of a situation.

During hard times, we create this picture in our that everything will be okay. And soon we start to believe that, until the worst happens. And soon you can't explain to your friends why you're so quiet. Why you're so distant from everyone else.

And the next thing that makes your life so terrible, the move. Sometimes it starts with a divorce or one of your parents is having an affair. Either way, the results is always a move, to start a new life or try too. And you wonder if this will be good for you and your siblings.

And for you to think this, puts you on edge, makes you want to protect your siblings from anything and everything that seems out... Of place. Like maybe, whichever parent you're with, starts drinking. Heavily. And you feel its your duty to protect your siblings from the abuse that will soon come.

And so we wonder, whether we move to start a new life, or create another nightmare.

-TG

Thoughts

Pain, I have conjured, is just a feeling of emptiness within your chest of those who leave your side. An unbearable loss of those you thought cared for you.
But is it the pain we cannot stand? Or is there something different that we hide, never show to anyone, that makes us feel the  everyday?
Somehow there is a way we conquer all the things said to us and the fact that we, as living beings, survive the harshness of the words that plague us with all the Pain.

Sometimes we see things we want to see, but now we have plans to overlook our fears for seeing the world as it is, not as we want to see it. As long as we got our hearts we are safe with our freedom!